Bring them back

Allah listens to the very silent prayer of a sincere heart.

Then ya Allah, listen to me, to us, to all of people who concerns. Protect our people there. Protect those hearts who went there to fight for their future. Protect those who are now in tense situation there. Bring them back home safe and sound. Please, O Lord.

The line had become completely lost today. I tried to give another call to the same number but this weird man speaking in English-Arabic was answering. I tried to tell myself those people in Egypt are okay, they will be alright and Allah will look after them but after I saw those freaking terrifying news on what currently happen there, I became damn worried, again.

Don't tell me why I even bother, why I even care.

Because I just do. Due to the fact that my friends are now in the havoc, and other Malaysians too.

They said local medias are not informing us with real news. They said that what really happened there now are more serious than what we knew. I didn't watch the tv as I am not at home now, but I do keep in touch with those news through the internet. Every single news. My dad texted me to ask about a friend of mine there, and I told him that I couldn't reach him anymore. He was watching the news that time and he said that the situation are getting worst. Oh Allah.

Bring them back. Safe and sound.

Just bring them back. Every minute counts.

I care. I just do.

I pray to Allah, kuatkan jiwa mereka di sana. Mereka yang terpilih untuk menghadapi situasi macam tu sebab Dia tahu mereka mampu.

friendship

kadang-kadang aku tertanya-tanya

pernah tak kau terfikir bahawa aku jugak manusia

ada perasaan sedih dan ingin disogokkan dengan kata-kata yang memujuk

kadang-kadang aku pelik

kenapa kau takpernah menunjukkan seolah-olah kau faham

bahawa aku juga tahu marah dan sakit hati

dan mahu ditenangkan

aku rasa aneh jugak

bila aku lihat kau macam takpernah tahu bahawa aku manusia

yang mungkin lagi berganda-ganda letih dari kau di sini

yang entah macammana emosinya

yang entah ok atau tak

kau tahu kenapa kau di sana dan aku di sini?

mungkin kalau aku di tempat kau

aku dah lama mati dek lemahnya aku

entah la kan

mungkin kau takpernah terfikir

untuk sekali sekala memberi kata-kata yang mampu membuat aku rasa

bukan aku saja yang beriya-iya dalam persahabatan tu

salah aku jugak

kerana takpernah membuka ruang

agar kau mampu lihat berapa kali hati aku tercemar dengan air mata

yang aku diamkan selama ni

kan?

ps. aku tahu kita kawan. dan aku tahu, aku masih sayang friendship ni. ok?

(tak mampu nak buat smiley)

semuanya terasa hambar

hanya tinggal sisa-sia

entah mana kurangnya

entah mana silapnya

buntu

bukankah Tuhan tak akan meninggalkan hamba-Nya?

kecuali jika hamba itu yang berpaling dari Dia

andainya jalan untuk mendekati-Mu itu beralaskan karpet merah dan kelopak mawar,

susahnya mahu mengecapi nikmat perasaan seorang mualaf

ps. mencari penawar bagi hati yang lelah

SY and OL

My best times
Were when I felt close to you
But everything fell apart
The moment I strayed from you

In each smile
In every single sigh
Every minute detail
Traces of you are found there

Wherever you are I’ll find you
Cause you’re the one I turn to
Wherever you be I’ll be with you
Cause you’re the one my heart is to

I need you
To see your smile
I would pass every trial
Desperately I await
For the day when I’m by your side

Said if I don’t find u here
I hope to find u way up there

Hello blogger

My name is Anasofea

I like to write so much.

Allahu Akbar!