Monday, February 8, 2010

Unable.

If I'm asked what am I mostly desiring for now, I guess I want to be given a power of understanding people's mind. What people think and etc. Yes. I just want to know what does the person thinks.
Because I'm unable to understand anything. I'm being clueless.
Huh *sigh*

"you, tell me if I ever make you feel uncomfortable, please?"

Now I feel like I'm being a criminal. Come to think about it, I already have so much problems to face by now. I guess, fake happiness do really exist. And it's happening to me now?
Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha.
Let's laugh. Even if it's fake. Let's just laugh.
*scream out loud*

Sunday, February 7, 2010

I Hope

Never failed to make me smile.

Friday, February 5, 2010

Revision

seoyundo park, south korea
Done. Thanks all, you guys helped me. Huh.
Monolog;
Sejak cuti melampau panjang ni, kau mcm da lupe je sgala benda yg kau kena buat lepas ni. Aishh. Cuti ni bukan selamanye lohh. Sila kembali ke realiti, Maisarah. Imaginasi melampau membuatkan kau tak berpijak atas tanah. Asyik kat awan je. Heh. Useless android you are. Tambah lagi sejak dah pndai layan lagu FT Island yg seriously menusuk kalbu. Makin tak keruan pulak kau belayar dgn impian tak ke mana tu. Wake up, Maisarah Sofea! Come back, get down to the earth. Now~!!
Let's revise, dear,
Life = War
Knowledge = Weapon.
You can only succeed if you have strategies and various type of weapons.
In order to gain respect from others, and to gain success.

Credits to my ex-KUSISSmate.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Help?

Yahhh~! This is another confusion, the 2nd version.
I got calls. Two calls for now. From some colleges and they're offering their courses to me (btw, they're trying hard to attract students to go to their colleges, because I never expect they'll get students phone numbers that easy)

Ok. Jadi, saya sangat tak tahu apa perlu saye buat. Because those colleges are offering me the courses that I prefer. I don't know whether I should proceed or just ignore them. Korang ade dapat kan offer2 macam ni jugak? If you guys are in my place, would you accept those offers or just wait until the results are out?
They dont even gave me much time to think. Haha.

Me: can I get your contact number? I have to discuss this with my parents.
Miss from college: ehm. It's ok, you can discuss with your parents. Tomorrow I'll call you back.
Me: 'yaa~ can you please dont forced me to make decision in such a short time?'

Think about it. She called me today, and expect me to give her my decision the next day. Haishh. Im so confuse~!
Guys, give me your feedbacks. What do you think?
Thank you sooo much!
(T_T)

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Praises :)

Jangan berburuk sangka pd Dia bila kita ditimpa musibah.
Yakinlah, ada sesuatu di sebaliknya.
Alhamdulillah :) Can feel the warmth.
Thank you Allah.

Monday, February 1, 2010

Confuse? Yes I am.

Assalamualaikum~! (n_n)

Im so not typing another 'psycho-talk' kind of lecture like the entry below. Here, Im just expressing my confusion towards.... something?... or someone? [even confuse to identify that]
Oh Im definitely confuse. I did some thinking and wht did I get? I got a dead-end road. But, I dont think Im able to let the all confusion out as I cnt give the whole detail about the thing tht hv been making me confuse. Tht's, personal, I think? [haha] so I guess I cnt shares it publicly in the blog.

Wht will happen after this? I dont know and Im nervous to find out. Huh.
Please, no more heartbroken~! (ahaha?)
[ok this is getting far away thn the real subject]

p/s; yew Im getting my own 'protective-head covering' stuff. It's helmet. Dont laugh at that word please. I'll feel annoyed [hahaha, yet, Im laughing at my own word] I'll try hard to DO it~!!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Jom pujuk hati kita~

Dup dap dup dap. Zzzapp~! Segalanya terhenti. Darah bhenti mngalir. Jantung bhenti bdenyut. Hidung bhenti bnafas. Amek pisau, toreh la muka. Tak berdarah [arghh! mati2!]

Selangkah mnjadi sbhgian dr 'dunia sebenar'; begitu responnya?
[nak patah balik. Tak mau la mnghadapi hidup cmni!]

Berdebar2. Mcm tak mampu berhadapan dgn org. Takut, risau, gementar. Risiko = jalan atas tali gantung.
Destinasi jelas. Tapi asyik jatuh. Jatuh. Jatuh. Luka sana sini. Hati mcm dah kena bom dgn nuclear reactor. Perancangan hidup makin kabur [arghh! pen tak cukup dakwat, sbb tu kabur!]

Jatuhlah lagi!
Jika yang terjatuh itu mampu untuk belajar dr langkah yg salah, dan mampu utk membetulkannya.
Lukalah lagi hati itu!
Jika hati yg hampir hancur tu mampu utk pulih sendiri.

Kadangkala, mata yg dua ini melihat hidup org lain yg lebih baik, hati terdetik,
'apa malang lah aku nasib mcm ni. Tengok diorang tu aman bahagia je dgn hidup masing2. Mcm tak pernah sedih je'
Berapa yakinkah diri kita sebenarnya nak cakap diorg tu tak pernah sedih? [hidup = roda; ingat?] Diorg sedang kat atas. Kita sedang di bawah. Itu, lumrah.

Kamu; jiwa yang tercemar, sucikan hati kamu dari segala kesedihan itu. Bersihkan fikiran kamu dr segala yg negatif.
Positiflah~! Jangan lihat mereka yang di atas; kerana kamu akan terus luka dan tak mustahil hasad akan muncul. Tapi lihatlah yg lebih bawah dr kamu; istighfar, dan bisikkan pada hati, alhamdulillah~

Ujian = resam. Bertenang dan berfikir positif. Pautlah pd yg rapat, teman2 yg mmpu memotivasi.
Paling penting; mengadu kepada yg Maha Mengetahui, di atas sana~ Dia yang tidak prnh mengecewakan. Kembali pada Dia.

p/s; entri kali ni, specially + originally written untuk jiwa yang kadangkala lemah mghadapi hidup dan sering mlihat anti-depressant pills sbg solution bg segala2nya.

Monday, January 25, 2010

This is Me.

Me = ain't perfectly perfect. just plainly perfectly imperfect!
Me = sumtyms hate being serious evn in the most importnt event,
Me = cn crazily fall in love n quickly get heartbroken :'(
Me = often screwed up things.
Me = cn't be as much as you expected me to be!
Me = ain't a too *good* person~
Me = might not as you think who I am,
[mybe Im worse thn who you think I am, but mybe Im also better thn who you think I am]
Im trying to being the real 'me'. Tht's the truth.

'Trial' Owner

gambar sekadar hiasan. tiada kaitan lgsung.

Sahabat se-form ms f1 kat SAMSMeL. Lps pndah Kuala Selangor, dia ke SAM Hulu Lgt. [nape ntah nk taip skema cmni]
Lps SPM, die dah jdi teman se-knderaan saye. [wlupun sye cume menumpang]. Baru2 ni, shbt sye ni da masuk ke dunia baru. Lawatlah "Trial",
sekian. Assalamualaikum.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

South Korea's mode

Currently; the simple equation [haha]
See Ya + Davichi + T-ara = WonderWoman


Also, Davichi's 'Hot Stuff' [My Fair Lady ost] and '8282' [album; Davichi in Wonderland]
Best. Surf to youtube, listen well.
Songs as healer, sometimes, won't matters.
(utk yg minat je tau,)